Heartache

Another day again... Past usually...
Without excitement, surprising and empty of meaning...
Its been 2 weeks, I still cant get what i really need... I'm absolutely lost...
How am i going to tell you?
Myself don't even know what I need...
There is something weighing on my mind... How do i release it?
Its empty up the source of my feelings...
I know happiness wasn't given by other but your ownself...
I try to smile... I try to happy...

Well... I admit that i need some entertainments...
To make me laugh and real happy thou my deep heart...
You restrict me with my friend... I let you do so... I listen to you...
But... After that, did you find any entertainment for me?
To make me laugh and happy thou my deep heart....

My phone is getting less and less beep on day by day...
I wonder is my friend don't dare to find me or their phone have no credit...
So i choose to be the one who make others phone beep...

Still remember that u say seeing I'm sad because my phone dosen't beep
and beep up my phone... But...
You forget nowadays... I'm always waiting for your call or even a text from you.... But...
I waited until i fell in sleep it still the same... No miss call.. No text from you...

You always act to be cold and strict... I felt disgusted with it...
I needs your sound of laugh and funny action...
If u did not do so... I choose to make you laugh... But...
I'm a human that have feeling... Wasn't a robot....
Will you make a surprise for me?

I'm getting tired with my life... I know...
Maybe there someone having more bad an experience than me...
I shouldn't tired with my life.. But...
I'm starting to give up slowly...
The sorrow of my heart just like the cancer eating my body cell slowly...



- MaureenNg -

My daddy's 53 years old b'day...

This will be a short post...


I dunno issit me or what, but it seems that everyone around me has their birthday sprouting up like mushrooms lately,today ( 4th April 2008 ) birthday happens to be my dad's. As a daughter, I made " Red Egg " for my dad... I just want to show him my filial obedience to him.... I purposely don't want to greet him Happy Birthday in the morning cause i plan to tell him at diner time and pass him the present... Hehe...

Hmm.... The second time we took family photo this year... I think my dad should wear the shirt that i bought him last year... Then we will become 4 in red... HAHAHA....

The b'day cake for my dad from my mom.... I wonder since when the last time my mom call my dad " LAO GONG ".... I think around 8 years ba... So long ago.... well... Wish my dad healthy always... (^.^)



- MaureenNg -

B'day present of w3nDy...

Before mention bout the present... I might make an introduce for my friend that i knew almost 6 years long... Our relationship begun because a games of " chulut "... It's a game that chase each other and run away from the one who is catcher... Hmmm... I couldn't explain clearly cause it was happened few years ago... I often call her Yan Ming when we still in primary school... But now... She got herself a Christian name " Wendy "and getting prettier more sexy...


She is single... definitely.. Ignore bout me inside the photo... Wasn't i don't want to post only herself personal photo.. Reason is i don't have... Well... She's able to play and joke somemore hyperactive like me... This is the friend i need... This world should have more this kind of people.... Well, she passed her 16 years old birthday with me and so on our 2 best accompanist
( Adam ^ Patrick )..
Pretty girl sure got a lot of fans rite... Of cause wont be lack of B'day present....


Well... This is the present that she got... It's from Alvex... Ignoring bout who was holding the soft-toy or should call it fake- soft- porn... LOLX!!


It looks fake enough... Does boy always do so at home?? hahaha...


Well... Posing want to get pee.... LoLx.... So... U can figure out that we were too boring and took this kind of photo at home...



- MaureenNg -