Indifference

I though you are difference with others, but i'm wrong....


It is correct with the title of mine "Hopeless_life". Life is that uncertain, it may peace and quiet but it may unpeace and unquiet sometime. I do really feel enough with all of it. I'm gonna ruin with all of it. Nothing is perfect in our life.

- MaureenNg -

Enough

I'm ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAY YOU FUCK OFF?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry for my rude-ness... im just need some way to release my anger...


- MaureenNg -

Sigh

It doesn't seem everything could go on swimmingly as what I thought...

Are you ever think that life is fair for us? Yes, maybe there is but only apart from it.
I ensure that there is ninety over hundred percent of human in this world will agree with life is UNFAIR in this world. The furniture of one's pocket, relation between family, friendship or love.
To conquer the unfair in our life other than strain after there is still strain after.
Well, that how life go on......


- MaureenNg -

stress

Its been a long time i'm dissappear in bloggie life... The reason is i wonder what can i share with all reader bout my life...

Nothing can describe how suffer i feel with the stress-ness around my life... Well... Maybe i'm just a little pile of sand case compare to others...

Sometime.....I really feel tired..... tired.... tired with my life.... It's really hard to stay in a city without money...

No MONEY = No TALK

Maureen Ng

A Never Ending Scar

Scar by ~Ernes on deviantART

Tolerant is the best way for the happiness to start,
Do you remember the white rose you gave me?
It's represent that how pure is our love,
Yet it couldn't stay white and pure for permanent.

Although it ever to be in bloom how beautiful it is,
It will wilt at last just like my heart die at last.
It's just a glamorous moment that we enjoy,
Just like you ever love me as deep as you are.


- MaureenNg -

The Tender Passion

You tell me that we should let go each other earlier,
walk over the beyond life of us...
I let go at last although i'm really don't want to give up...
Would you forgive me?

Forgive me decide to let you go,
Stay far from your shadow...
Let my mind swallow up your image in my memories,
Just to protect my heart will not get hurt by you...

Yet... Have you ever think that?
I'm do really appreciate you whatever you are...
I try to love as much as deep i could,
Yet... I can't do it for you anymore...
You dosen't belong to mine anymore...

I don't know that you really mean to or not,
I felt that you always act to be cool infront of me..
Our love just like the deep shore of the sea...
Unreachable... Unfeelable... Unreplyable...

It's like the cancer eat up my feeble's heart...
Hurt me so bad.... Really painfull...
Please forgive for my selfishness...
I admit that im a sympathetic person...

I'm afraid... Afraid to be hurt again...
I'm tired... Tired to be in love again...
I'm sad... Sad to stay away from you...
I'm pain... Pain force to forget you...

Will you still stay for me?? I know i'm stupid....


- MaureenNg -

Happy Birthday lovely Mom

I'm so sorry to all of my blogdie readers that i'm lack of posing nowadays...
It is because I'm busy hanging out with my friends " YAM CHA "... haha....
This time might be a short post only.... haha...
Well... Yesterday was Hari Gawai was also my MoM's birthday.. hehe....
How good when your birthday is on public holiday...
Can celebrate every year without caring others cant attend your birthday party... Haha...
Unlike me.... My birthday always in Every year Sch Sem Exam.... Bek chek...

My lovely mom and lil brother....

- MaureenNg -