Mixfully post...

Yo Yo Yo!!! Nearly one week plus i din write anything here... Paiseh oh~
Aiya... Too busy le ba... I keep looking for part time job to do... There is a lot but the salary wasn't that high... Finally i found few at Hotel Restaurant work as part time waitress..

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This is about yesterday 21st November 2007 that i work at Imperial Hotel Restaurant... Actually is inside the ballroom... It was the wedding function of Mr. Hii & Miss. Chin...
Oh well... coz their name is write in chinese so i dunno their exactly surname spell in english... Hmm... there like around 200 Table? Or 100 Table? inside the ballroom...
Walao... So many HANDSOME boy and PRETTY girl... And also Auntie and Uncle... hahaha...
But the most important is the Couple... They are the most pretty and handsome in the wedding function... haha... ofcoz!! It is their important day....

It was really romantic last night... Their picture was view on the cctv with slide show and also songs (david tao and jolin- marry me today, david tao- i love you, xxx- remember me ) along... All were their pic that the way they walk along... since they was baby untill they meet untill they married... nice nice...

before change the uniform of imperial hotel...


Me and Caren...

I though it is easy like the 1st part time job i work at New Tanjung Restaurant... But i'm wrong... The plate that use in hotel is heavier than New Tanjung Restaurant... Walao.... But its ok for me ba... I just wan to earn fast money and get some experience... hehehe... so i din really take serious with it... One hour Rm4... hmm... I think its enuf... HAHAHAHA!!!! For a person that haven get PMR enuf lor.... My friend form 3 work at imperial mall somewhere only Rm18 for 12 hours.... EAT SYIT mer?!!! swt....

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19th November 2007... I din sleep whole night... Because i drink wrong water last night...
Then i sleep so early at night... 5pm i think... untill 10 pm i wake by someone to ask wan eat Mee Kolok or not... lolx...

So ya!! I wan to intro is the famous food of Miri, Sarawak!!

MEE KOLOK!!!!

Oh well... mayb it wasn't big diff with others mee kolok in Miri... But it is meaningfull for me although it just only worth RM1... muahaha... secret secret... Thats all i requests... I din requests a lot... Like this already enuf^^

P.S. I did add on another fried egg and Ice Milo myself lah...
hahahaha....

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18th November 2007...
I'm outside whole day... I woke up at 12.30pm and went out at 1pm until 11pm... Lolx!! Pro?
I dun think so... Once arrived home my mom face black black look at me... HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! Then get bomb awhile and went to bathroom take a bath...

Now i wan intro is the new cafe shop that new open apposite my home... At Pelita there... The shop is called Armoni cafe... Hmmm.... The foods and drinks there not bad... Nice... And wasn't too expensive.... hehe....

Like ghost? haha...

Thats the coffee i drink...
That make me wont sleep at night..
SWT!!!
Don't drink at night....
hahahahaha...

My fren caren...
She drink Ice blended choco..
But wasn't sweet anuf...
Not nice..
HAHAHAAHAH...

11.30pm... My fren come and fetch me again... We go balcony at night... It was my very 1st time go Balcony... SWT!!!! So shuang oh!!! But 10 minute plus i go home dy... coz my mom calling... BLAH!!!! Cannot let her know... HAHAHAHAHAHA....... Shhhhh... secret secret....

Night view at Taman Awam before go home from Balcony...

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Thats all... I will post again after i finish work at Eastwood Valley... So might be on Monday or Tuesday... HAHAHA...

SEE YOU... SEE YOU... ^^

MONEY MONEY MONEY come come.....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


- Maureen Ng -

Saturday

Yesterday.... I'm not at home whole day.... Long time din hang out like crazy....

Morning i woke up by alarm because wanna try the food at IpohTown Cafe... My parent told me that the food is nice.... Ofcoz lah!! My mom hometown is Ipoh, Perak ma.... I know she miss her hometown so much... But its far from Miri.... She wasn't have so much change to go back... Hehe... And also the reason of her 2 children... Maureen & Aron.... (=.=lll)

After that.... we went to boulevard.... Becoz my bro wanna buy WWE cd.... After that i pull my mom to SODA & VOIR shop to see see... Hehe... Actually wanna ask her buy me a dress.... It is so nice!! But it too expensive for me... I cant afford lah~!!! Can but need time... Coz my i haven get my salary.... (=.=lll)...

Here the dress... Lolx....
I love it so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(=.=)

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12pm like that i just arrived home.... But... 1pm i'm going 0ut again... LOLX.... With a girl... haix... I dun like hanging with girl coz i need spend a lot of MONEY!!!!!! BO BIEN lor... Meantime dunno which boy i could date out... HAHAHAAHA!!! really 1st time.... AiYa... nvm lah~!!!

Whole afternoon.... I think girl's necessary shop in Miri had finished walk by us... Kick?! ok ok ba... Coz Miri wasn't a big big city like KL... hehehe....

Parkson > Imperial Mall > Li Nai Mei > Blossom > Boulevard > Friend home

Enuf?! I dun think so.... HAHAHAHAHA....

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At night.... Another girl date me out again.... so i accept it lor..... Then we walk around Pelita...

Thats the girl....

Grand Palace Hotel > Ah Bian You Tiao > Seahorse > Nine2Five > Al' Frensco > SeaHorse > Home

WAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!!!!!! Finish lo.... Stomach full with water.... Actually im planning go to Up2You geh.... But... I scare i meet some ppl that knew me... So i din go at last.... Haix... I miss the chance again... BOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But i did order a glass of Vodka Lime to drink at Al' Frensco.... Hmm... The taste wasn't that nice... I feel Bacali Coke nicer.... The tase of Vodka Lime...

1stly into ur mouth it feel bitter... But.... It feel sweet at last... I dun think it kick enuf for me... Coz i din even drank... (=.=lll) Next time i will try Chivas... Or mayb to9... hehehehe....


Thats all for today lu.... Mayb will post something again to9... Blah~~


- Maureen Ng -

FCUK

FUCK

HOLIDAYS

WAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My school holidays really beginning lu~~
Today is my last day go to sch... But then im late today.... almost 9am i just arrived sch...
Today really busy... Long time din so busy at sch dy..... Walk here walk there.... Rushing the last project for my PMR marks... so mafan....

Hmmm.... What else today..... Nothing special.... My days just pass that normally.... Nothing special... how can i continue like this.... any advice for me??

OH MY GOD!!

My brain empty again.....
I think i need a part time job.... Waste my time with work.....
Sleep really wasting time so much.....

Oh ya... one more thing.... Any medicine to make eye bag wont so big ah? =.=......


- maureen ng -

movie

Maureen the MaoLian is here to post something again....

hmmm.... what should i write??? hmmm.... Oh ya! I spend my time with a movie name "换换爱"
(changing love).... So nice oh... mayb some of u already finish watch coz the movie out quit long time dy.... but my mom just bought the dvd last few day....



I just started watch it yesterday... let me think since when i watch till... erm.... 11.30am till 1am... i watched 12 episode in one day... haha!! add on today.... i watch almost 5 hour..... i finish it... lolx!!!!


WOAHHHH........... so romantic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

so yea... this is what we call movie...........................


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my eye look at the monitor screen.......
my brain is empty......................................
im tired but not sleepy.......................................
i already forget how many hour i sleep one day... i only know it decrease day by day....






- maureen ng -

Animal Instincts

Who said only humans know what love is?

Yes, animals are more deluded because of their capacity of their physical body, but
occasionally some of them might be able show us the love that we have forgotten on
our 'busy road'. Just like this story.

this is real touching…

Hey, wake up! wake up!

A dog was knocked down by a car and died on the middle of the road. Later, another dog is
seen beside the corpse of the dog, he tried to wake his friend up using his leg.

Let's move to the safer side of the road...i will move you to the safer side!

When his attempts to wake his friend failed, he tried to push his friend to the side of the
road. But the weight of his friend was proven too heavy for him.

Anyone help, tell me what to do.

Though the traffic is busy and dangerous, he just will not go away from his friend. Just
stand beside his friend howling and crying.

A lot of people saw this incident and feel very touched. How even a dog can show his loyalty and love to his friend.


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I wondering if the one who laying on the floor is me... Is there anyone will do so for me.. haha... or just left me there and die finally... I think i will be so sad ba... If i do really have a accident.... i will die throughly... if half half like that... more suffer to lay in the hospital..



- maureen ng -

失眠

人生如戏，戏如人生。



last night i din sleep really well.... It was too many thing happened on me at the same time... I really so suffer... I dunno how to settle it... I just know i make it become worst and worst.... I did something stupid too last night.... Oh well, actually I've been fall in sleep at 11pm something but i suddenly awake at 2am... waliao.....

I dunno how i been awake dy.... i just know i so tired and wanna continue sleep again.... but... i turn here turn there on my bed... i still cant fall in sleep.... ahhh!!! then my hand starting itchy... keep calling ppl to accompany me talk.... coz i dun like the feeling that alone in the night.... night time is the most lonely time...

Finally i din sleep at all... I woke up walk here walk there just like a zombie... =.=.... until 7am++ my eye starting tired and bit pain... then i continue my sleep.... untill 10am... my fren miss call me... lolx... my phone wasn't have so much credit to let me call u back ok.... =.=... BAI CHI....

I think i will stay at home few day to think seriously and quietly.... I wont have any communicate with outsider meantime........... I need ............


- maureen ng -

Im sick.....

Helo everyone... So ya! today i din go to sch.... so nice.... but i din sleep late...

IM TOTALY SICK.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah!! im finally sick.... Im so happy... Im so happy.... Wasn't so happy lah... just i long time din sick lao... hahahaha.... This few day miri's weather wasn't that good... Its like morning raining... afternoon sunny... night windy... ai di... I morning go to sch... still need ling yu... haix! Coz i lazy bring umbrella reason is my umbrella not nice!!! hahaha....

So yeah! today.... I got thing to settle.... Wish me GUD LUCK^^


- maureen ng -

erm erm erm.....

HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~ HAIX ~





how many haix i say dy.... ????

what is LOVE?



- maureen ng -

一首歌

那一天， 黄昏时刻让我偶然听见一首动人的歌。 由于当时的我心情非常底落， 伤感和烦恼。 突然一阵阵歌声唤起了我的心， 也让我伤心地滑下眼泪。是的， 那首歌就是光良的歌 --- < 都是你 >。

到底是谁? 谁改变了我的世界? 让我变得如此落没， 仿佛没有了人生的方向感和日夜。 每当我悲哀的时候， 我总望着天而心底深处想的都是同一个人。 但是， 他是否对我一样思念呢? 为何人们总是对某些人许下了许多承诺， 但往往实现不到那些承诺。 到了最后， 就把那承诺当垃圾一样抛到究霄云外。

每当我领听那一首歌， 我的心情就会\变得好一些。 然而它也会触碰到我的伤心处， 让我流下宝贵的眼泪。 原因是那首歌犹如描述了我的心情，也唱出我的心声。 " 想念的心装满的都是你，我的钢琴弹z奏的都是你。。。。。。 " 它虽然很浪漫但也很悲伤。 这一句启发了我， 让我从落没的心境苏醒了。

其实快乐的我，不应该为了某些事情而压抑了我的快乐。想念是人类的一种自然现象。但我们不应该想念过度，这样只会让人活得更加痛苦。原来想念不一定要每天摆在脸上，收藏在一个隐秘的地方，会让人舒服一些。我也找到一个非常好的方法，让我对他的思念隐隐秘秘地藏好。

如果将来我年老了，再次听回这首歌，我会把它当作是我一个美好的回忆，烙印在我心中。


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最近的心情非常差。。。好想撞墙壁。。。。 =。=。。。。。 然后晕倒七七四十九天!!! LOLX。。。


- maureen ng -

The day without him

( before I'm going out) Sunday

Last Sunday, i woke up so early in the morning... Actually i could sleep longer but there is someone interrupted my sweet dream... And the person was my DAD!! I was really angry and feel wanna scold bad words toward him....

Commonsense.....
When you are so so so tired... And feel wanna sleep longer and not to wake that early in the next morning... But!! There is someone disturb u sleeping... Ofcoz u will ANGRY rite?!?! Sometime, i feel that i sleep at school or friend home better than my own home! At least they will respect me and not to disturb me when I'm sleeping... I really dun understand my family!! (=.= lll )

At last i woke up at 7.30am... Because of my father, sneezing outside my room that noisy... If just only few time i still can accept... BUT!!! He was like 5 minute 5 minute and sneeze few time.. Walao.... fcuk!! Since they make me so early wake ofcoz i will go out earlier.... BUT!!!!!!! Something impede me.......................... HAIX........................................................... My SAD day is beginning.................................. Then i so hard to fall in sleep at night... I'm like... Late sleep wake early.... My bear bear eye become serious.... My face doesn't have any blood colour.... But i needa act happy in front my parent... esp my mom.... haix...

few days later... My face look pale and moody...
pimple a lot.... haix....

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This few day... I use to watch Bleach Anime at home to pass my time.... It is a nice movie... I love it so much... U must watch it!! hahaha... The ending song.... " Life just like a Boat " was a nice song... It deeply sang out my heart sounds.... When i listen on it... My tears really feel to drop... But i didn't at last... hehehe..... here some of the lyric....


Nobody knows who i really am,
I never felt this empty b4.
And if i ever need someone to come along,
who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

And still, the journey goes on.
Even on tranquil days so long.
And each new phase of the moon...
shines upon my heart with boon.
So we offer a prayer.
Waiting for a new day to share.
until the brilliant blue sea
dries up completely.

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I really feel tired le.... No body support me.... Even i got a bf but i just like a single.... Loves hard... Although i appreciate it... But! Boys are SAME!!! They will never know what does really girls want.... How good if i am single.... Oh Come On!!! Why it just im the one who always consider other and no one will trying to consider me????!!! Who gonna comfort me and keep me strong??? I know.... only ME! MYSELF!

Sometime i really hate myself.... Hate myself that why know so many thing when i just only at the age 15 yrs old.... I really feel so tired.... Family... Lover... Studies... Money... Why should i got a mature thinking.... maybe there is still a bit childish ba..........

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Lucky im finish exam... If not my result will really bad in this kind of mood.... lolx.... This time i feel so satisfied with my 2nd semester exam result... Coz i though i will fail few subject this time... But i just only fail HISTORY.... HAHAHAHAHA....


- maureen ng -